There are many kinds of love, but never the same one repeats .
The ones that can hurt you are the real ones,
That’s how you know it’s true love .
everyword he says touches me its crazy how he makes me feel like this.. he drives me crazy craving him.. in everyway.
he took the words out of my mouth,
he told me “baby ill always have a thing for you,”
to be honest hes the only reason i want to come back to houston
if things are meant to be, then time will take its course.
me and weed dont mix
i ate like i was a zombie:
fried rice kimchee
peanut butter jelly sammich
holy fuck and i still feel like i havnt listed something i ate.. lolll
3:51am December 31st 2013
Holy shit 2013 is about to be over.
Earlier a few hours yesterday, I was packing up ready to have Bryant pick me up to stay over his place over night, and he would go to work at 5am-10am and i would stay home sleep in, and when he come back we would both head out for a road trip up to North California together to visit my Sister Mayla. This was all planned out, with both cleared our schedules for a couple night at my sisters, and spend New years Eve there together,
but everything was canceled just because my sister Julie, the one i’m living with disagreed..
Went through a loud argument with her about the whole thing.. we ended the conversation with her saying, “Bottom line is you’re not leaving, if you are: Don’t come back, look for your own place. “
I’m so fed up with going through this! I understand she’s doing this because she cares and she feels it’s right or what-not, but I’m just visiting my other sister,—- What’s wrong with that ?! Chhhhill outt .
I then had to choose to call Bryant and tell him change of plans.. actually more like cancel of plans :/ so that sucked.
Later around 1am after his other work place, he came to visit me. we sat in the car. I explained to him the reasons of canceling the plans..
I told him theres only 3 things that could happen from now till next month, 1. Either I move in with Kerry temporarily .. 2. Or I move directly to Texas… 3. and I told him that I’m just throwing it out there that we could find a place together.
He didn’t like the idea of me leaving to Texas for good, he said moving to Kerry’s might work for us.. but he didnt seem to have any comment about us finding a place together.. until later.
We stayed inside the car for about two hours.
He said, “Baby, I’ll be able to move out March, or April. Can you wait till then. I could maybe even be out before then.. Baby everything will work out.. When you think of home.. you’ll think of me. Will you get tired of seeing me everyday? I’d love to know I’m coming home to you from a long day of work, we won’t have to lay in the back of my car like this again, Do you remember what I told you on our first day? The first day when I dropped you off? (I answered yes, you said you’ll make me happy) I meant it baby, Everything will work out.
..why music is my best friend.
because a best friend is there to listen to you and fully understand you.. but music on the other hand sings and express exactly what you are thinking… it exceeds a friend being able to understand you, because the music knows how you feel.